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Growing Up Against a Backdrop of Racism

Diversity Drawing by BZTAT
Drawing by BZTAT (prints available)

“Be the change that you wish to see in the world.” ― Mahatma Gandhi

Watching the video that has dominated the news lately of Oklahoma University fraternity students chanting a racist song has reminded me of my own history growing up against a backdrop of racism. Please bear with me as I walk down memory lane.

When I was a very young child, probably around 4 years old, I remember seeing an orange glow on the horizon from my house in Liberty, MO. My mother explained to me that it was from fires that were burning in Kansas City, about 30 miles away. She said that the fires were burning because there were riots in the city. She was nervous, because the riots were not far from my father’s workplace.

I was a fairly bright child, but I doubt I really understood what was going on. My family had been glued to the news on our small black and white TV for days, though, so I knew something big was going on.

Later on, when I was in the third and fourth grade, I was “bused” to a different school. Franklin Elementary, apparently, was a primarily “black” school, and Manor Hill, my original school, was primarily white. The integration did not truthfully integrate white students with black students as the desegregation movement had intended, because they simply switched the 3rd and 4th grades of both schools. Most of my classmates were other white children from Manor Hill.

I do remember interacting with black children on the playground, though, at recess. I noticed the differences between our skin color, hair styles, and cultural preferences, but it was not a big deal. Those differences didn’t seem to matter on the monkey bars or jungle gym. Kids were just kids to us, and we had fun no matter what.

My parents were intelligent people, and they were up on current events. They taught me to be aware of the cultural context in which I was growing up. As a whole, they respected diversity, although their attitudes were still somewhat prejudicial. They did, however, impress upon me that respect for everyone was important.

My family moved to Jonesboro, GA in 1976. Jonesboro was a small city outside of Atlanta that was deeply steeped in its Confederate history. Confederate flags were everywhere and related imagery was pervasive. When I began attending Jonesboro High School in 1978, a school that had a mix of black and white students, I was confronted with blatant racism for the first time.

The most obvious example of racism was horrific. On “Senior Character Day”, senior students dressed up in costumes as if it were Halloween. A number of male students dressed up in white KKK robes and chased black students throughout the halls. The black students were terrified. It was not a joke to them. They honestly felt that their lives were threatened, and they quite possibly were in danger. Teachers and administrators did NOTHING to stop this. NOTHING. I was told that this was a tradition that happened every year on “Senior Character Day”.

My family moved again to Hurricane, WV when I was a junior. I graduated high school there and went to college. I gained 3 degrees and embarked on a 20 year career in counseling that required me to embrace cultural sensitivity. I evolved in my understanding of diversity, and I tried to embrace sensitivity the best that I could.

Years later, and living in Ohio, I still am not perfect in regards to diversity. I know that my upbringing that occurred against a backdrop of pervasive racism inevitably has left hidden essences of racism in my own psyche. I no longer sit by and accept it as “tradition” when I see blatant racism. I rail against it. But I know I still have a long ways to go, as do we all.

When I first saw the video of OU fraternity students chanting blatantly racist words, it sickened me. The video took me back to “Senior Character Day” at Jonesboro High School. The students in the video had the same quality of smugness and white privilege that sanctioned racist bullying as not only acceptable, but as righteous. Both had an element of violence and fear based on race being “funny”. Both had the quality of “It’s OK because it is our tradition.” Part of me was amazed that this kind of thing was still happening in 2015, and part of me, sadly, was not surprised. At least it gets exposed and someone does something about it nowadays. It is no longer accepted as “tradition” as it was in  my youth. It no longer conforms with mainstream ideas when exposed to the greater masses.

There are still places where it does conform with the local mainstream, however, and that needs to change.

What do I need to do to be a part of that change? We all want to believe that we are not racists, but simply proclaiming “I am not a racist” is not enough. Participating in racist action is not my tradition, but racism is deeply ingrained in my history. I cannot assume it has been completely eradicated from my being.

What is my part in stopping racism?

What is yours?

None Of Us Are Free – by Solomon Burke

Well you better listen my sister’s and brothers,
’cause if you do you can hear
There are voices still calling across the years.
And they’re all crying across the ocean,
And they’re cryin’ across the land,
And they will till we all come to understand.
None of us are free.
None of us are free.
None of us are free, one of us are chained.
None of us are free.
And there are people still in darkness,
And they just can’t see the light.
If you don’t say it’s wrong then that says it right.
We got try to feel for each other, let our brother’s know that
We care.
Got to get the message, send it out loud and clear.
None of us are free.
None of us are free.
None of us are free, one of us are chained.
None of us are free.

Life is an Adventure!

BZTAT

 

 

Get over #TheDress and lets explore true visual mystery.

Cat custom pet portrait painting by BZTAT
Cat custom pet portrait painting by BZTAT

I am not a fan of memes. They tend to annoy me at no end. When something goes viral on social media and other spaces of the internet, you cannot escape it. The fact that memes tend to appeal to the least desirable of human interests compounds the problem for me.

When “The Dress” image meme started making the rounds, my first thought was, “Why is that ghastly dress getting any notice at all?” Regardless of what color it was, it had no appealing qualities to me, especially the way that the photo was cropped and posted.

As I read one of the bazillion posts about “the dress” that appeared in my social media feeds, I knew instantly the science behind the visual controversy. I have been exploring the science behind color theory and visual appreciation of color all of my life.

The meme wasn’t really about the science or color, however. The meme was, instead, an excuse for people to argue and insist that they were right, when there was no right or wrong in the first place. It was an excuse for everyone to pile on and participate in an unwinable fight. The content, although tapping into a deeper meaning, was really crappy content that was getting much more of its “15 minutes of fame” than it was due.

Thankfully, the meme has evolved into a more valuable discussion of the science behind color and how we each see it a  little bit differently. There are reasons why we see color in the way that we do and why each of us sees it differently.

If you want to discuss the art and science of color, why not share a more appealing image?

When I paint a portrait of a pet such as the one here of Edie, my thought processes are not simply focused on achieving a likeness of the pet. Instead, I am focused on using color as a way to bring that likeness alive in a vibrant and colorful feast of color.

Edie is a brownish grayish tabby and white cat. Her natural colors are not ones that I prefer to use on my palette, so, rather than paint her actual colors, I chose to use colors that suggested them. When I paint white on an animal, it is never a pure white. it tends to be a shade of blue or a shade of pink that is developed through layering. Underlying layers contribute to the visual appreciation of the final layers of color, through reminiscent bits of color that are revealed around edges and through the interaction of pigments within the layers. The use of an orange background and a blue blanket on which the cat rests also contribute to the way that we see the overall color effect of the image.

Negative and positive space interaction make the composition dynamic, and light and dark contrasts also contribute to the way we see the overall image.

I am not a scientist, and I confess that most of my exploration of color theory has been an intuitive journey based on what I know of the basics of the science. Still yet, I think that my portrait of Edie has more to offer in the debate about color than that ridiculous dress does.

Why not give Edie her 15 minutes of sharing on the internet?

Life is an Adventure!

BZTAT

 

 

 

Why does a painter who is all about color start every painting with black?

Tabby Cat portrait painting work in progress
work in progress -Stage 1

“A painter should begin every canvas with a wash of black because all things in nature are dark except where exposed by the light.” ~ Leonardo da Vinci

My painting technique is nothing like Leonardo da Vinci’s, and I do not think his idea of painting a canvas with a wash of black had any influence on my development as a painter. Nonetheless, his symbolism of light and dark is very true in my own work. Bringing color and light out of darkness is both a technical and symbolic experience for me.

With few, rare exceptions, my paintings always start with black. Not a “wash” as Da Vinci used, but a very deep and solid black surface.

Why? I am not sure that I can articulate the answer. I can only say that it works for me.

I don’t recall when I started doing this either. I think it started after I had done a series of drawings on black papers with Prismacolor pencils. Regardless of when it started, it is now the cornerstone of my painting process.

Tabby Cat portrait painting work in progress
work in progress stage 2

After painting my canvas or board with black, I start blocking in shapes with certain colors. These colors are “underpainting” and serve to set up future layers of color that will be quite different.

Although the photo here is not the best quality (sorry about that), you can see that I allow the black to show through in places, enhancing the textured crevices. This painting is on OSB board, one of my favorite surfaces because of its unusual texture.

By the way, I almost always paint with acrylic paint which dries fairly quickly, so I can paint a number of layers in one sitting.

When I paint my initial layers of color, I tend to paint the outside “negative space” first, using color to define the inner “positive space” shapes. By focusing on the outside shapes as well as the inner ones, I am always cognizant of making the overall composition one that is dynamic and visually balanced.

I also leave a small black edge (from that initial black surface layer) between shapes to give an irregular outline.

Tabby Cat portrait painting work in progress
work in progress stage 3

Once the shapes have been blocked in and the overall composition and shapes are feeling “right” to me, I start adding layers of color that illuminate and add detail and more texture. These colors are still setting up the eventual top colors that will look very different.

Many artists mix their colors on a palette and blend them on the canvas to get different effects. I don’t do that. I never learned how to do that, quite honestly, as I did not take typical painting classes where they teach those techniques.

Tabby Cat portrait painting work in progress
work in progress stage 4

Instead, I mix flat colors in plastic cups and put one color on a time. I “blend” colors with color theory by allowing the underneath colors to mix visually on the painted surface to give a certain color effect.

By painting a transparent red on the pink layer, then a transparent yellow on top of the red (there are 3-4 layers of yellow), I get a different yellow and textures that I would not have achieved by mixing the colors on a palette.

Around the edges of shapes, little bits of the underneath colors are exposed. Although they may not be evident without a closer view, they add to the way the eye sees the overall color and texture of the painting.

The process may sound somewhat scientific and analytical. There is science involving optics and color theory involved, but most of that is beyond my understanding. Although I am always thinking about the way colors interact with each other on the painting surface, and I am skillfully responding to light and dark balances and other visual elements,  the whole process is very serendipitous for me.

I have come to expect different effects from years of experience, but each painting develops on it’s own and it never ends according to plan. Also, painting animals brings an emotional element to the process.

Although all the analytical thinking is going on in the background of my mind, I feel as though I am touching the soul of the animal with each brushstroke. I also am always thinking about how special the animal must be to it’s human companion. The painting is not only a piece of fine art to be valued on it’s artistic merits, but also a celebration of the relationship between the animal and it’s human caretaker.

Gray Maine Coon Cat Contemporary Folk Art Portrait Painting BZTAT
Completed Pet Portrait Painting of Cat named Scout by BZTAT

In this painting of Scout, I decided late in the process to paint a faux frame around image. I often paint faux frames on my Contemporary Folk Art Style portraits, but I usually include it in the composition in the early stages. This time I did not do that, but  I realized later that I wanted it. That was the painting developing on it’s own.

Scout is very much loved by his human, and they both were very pleased with the portrait. 🙂

I have been venturing into teaching others to paint like I do (not sure if there is a name to my style). I have twice taught a pet portrait class to middle school students with amazing results. It takes some patience, but it is not as difficult as it may seem.

I will be holding an Art Mini-Retreat at my private art studio in Alliance, OH on October 18, 2014 where I will be teaching my Custom Folk Art Style Pet Portrait painting technique. I would love to have you join us if you are in the area! Early bird registration is only $60 (before September 15, 2015). You can learn more about the mini-retreat and register here.

If you are not able to come to the retreat, I am looking into ways to hold online classes to teach my technique to students all around the globe. Stay tuned! let me know if online classes may be of interest to you in the comments below.

You, too, could paint like BZTAT!

Life is an Adventure!

BZTAT

Best Friends have paws.

Labrador Retriever Dog Portrait Painting by BZTAT
Custom Pet Portrait Painting by BZTAT

 

 

“If you’re alone, I’ll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I’ll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I’ll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I’ll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I’ll just be me.” ~Author Unknown

Life is an Adventure!

BZTAT

All BZTAT Custom Pet Portraits 10% off if ordered by September 1, 2014!

Sale on Custom Pet PortraitsI always get slammed in the fall and early winter with holiday orders for custom pet portraits. I would love to get a jump on the holiday season before it hits, so I am offering a 10% discount on ALL pet portraits for a limited time.

That’s right – ALL portraits, including the Premiere Style Paintings, Folk Art Style Paintings, Portrait Drawings and Digital Style Portraits are all 10% off if ordered before September 1, 2014.

You can see all the different portrait styles here. Order yours today!

Life is and Adventure!

BZTAT

3 Tantalizing Martinis You Can’t Resist!

Martini Glass Painting by BZTAT
Martini Glass Painting by BZTAT

I am most known for painting animals, but on occasion, I like to step out our my norm and paint something else.

Since starting my Eat, Drink and Create! social painting events, I have been enjoying the blend of visual art and cocktails. Most people enjoy a nice cocktail now and then, so I thought I would paint a series of paintings focused on celebration and fun.

I started with martinis, as they are all the rage these days. Truthfully, I am not a big martini drinker myself, but I do enjoy how there are so many creative ways to make them. And the image of a martini glass is really intriguing to me.

I have created 3 martini glass paintings so far, and I am putting them here on the blog for your view. I would love to see them go to good homes, so for a limited time, I am going to let you suggest a price that you would like to pay* for the one (or more!) that you like. Simply send me an email through my contact form with your suggested price, and lets talk.

Click on the thumbnail images below to see them better and to get size and media info.

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I will entertain offers to purchase all 3 paintings as a set or individual offers. Let me know your thoughts and interests.

There will be more paintings on this theme coming. Watch this space to see what’s new!

 Life is an Adventure!

BZTAT

*Artist reserves the right to accept or refuse any offer depending on suitability for the piece.

We’re gonna need a bigger easel…

Shark painting by BZTAT
“Shark Bites” painting by BZTAT

UPDATE: This auction has been extended to 10 pm ET on Thursday, August 14, 2014.

It’s Shark Week and I have another shark painting to share!

This one is a bit hungry and looking to find a home on YOUR wall.

I am going to let this shark go to the highest bidder. Bid fast, though, and watch closely! The auction ends tomorrow evening. And if you don’t bid? Well, keep your legs in the boat, is all I can say.

It is a colorful contemporary folk art style painting on wood. It is painted to the edges, so no framing is needed.

 If you are interested, simply state your bid in the comments below.

Here are the details:

8″ X 14″ painting on wood by artist BZTAT

Leave bids in increments of $10 below in the comments section.

Minimum Bid $50 USD

Shipping: $25 USA $45 International

BUY NOW OPTION: You can buy this piece now for $125 as long as no bids have been made in the comments below. Simply write BUY NOW in the comments and you will be sent an invoice for $125 + $25 for shipping.

Highest bid at 10 pm ET on Thursday, August 14, 2014 wins the piece.

Winning bidder will be sent an invoice for credit card payment.

Please allow 4 weeks for shipping.

Sink your teeth into some new artwork for SHARK WEEK!

UPDATE: This auction has been extended to 10 pm ET on Thursday, August 14, 2014.

Shark painting by BZTAT
“Shark!” painting by BZTAT

Be very very afraid…BZTAT has jumped into the Shark Week frenzy!

I have painted fish before, but never sharks. All the hoopla around Shark Week has inspired me, though. So I present you the very first BZTAT shark painting.

Be aware. Sharks travel in groups. There will be more Shark Week artworks to come!

I am going to let this shark go to the highest bidder. Bid fast, though, and watch closely! The auction ends tomorrow evening. And if you don’t bid? Well, keep your legs in the boat, is all I can say.

It is a colorful contemporary folk art style painting on wood. It is painted to the edges, so no framing is needed.

 If you are interested, simply state your bid in the comments below.

Here are the details:

8″ X 14″ painting on wood by artist BZTAT

Leave bids in increments of $10 below in the comments section.

Minimum Bid $50 USD

Shipping: $25 USA $45 International

BUY NOW OPTION: You can buy this piece now for $125 as long as no bids have been made in the comments below. Simply write BUY NOW in the comments and you will be sent an invoice for $125 + $25 for shipping.

Highest bid at 10 pm EDT on Wednesday, August 13, 2014 wins the piece.

Winning bidder will be sent an invoice for credit card payment.

Please allow 4 weeks for shipping.

Black is the New Orange.

Black Cat Painting by BZTAT
Painting by BZTAT

OK. No Black is not the new orange. Black is just fine as it is. And Black cats? Well, they are amazing.

I once had a black cat named Bub. He was a fabulous cat that dispelled all the myths about black cats. He was somewhat timid and a bit anxious, but always very loving. He always brought me great luck and was a fabulous companion.

I have painted many black cats over the years, somewhat inspired by Bub, and also by other black cats I have known over the years. I recently moved to a new home that came with a group of outdoor cats, and two of them are black. I am thrilled!

I am going to put this black cat painting up for auction, as the auctions have been going well, and I think he will bring YOU some good luck in your home.

It is listed at $175 for the regular price, but I am making the minimum bid start at $60, so you just might get it for a steal!

If you are interested, simply state your bid in the comments below.

Bid away and have some fun! But hurry, and watch closely. The bidding ends tomorrow (Sunday) night!

Here are the details:

10″ X 14″ painting on wood by artist BZTAT

Leave bids in increments of $10 below in the comments section.

Minimum Bid $60 USD

Shipping: $25 USA $45 International

BUY NOW OPTION: You can buy this piece now for $100 as long as no bids have been made in the comments below. Simply write BUY NOW in the comments and you will be sent an invoice for $125 + $25 for shipping.

Highest bid at 10 pm ET on Sunday, June 22 wins the piece.

Winning bidder will be sent an invoice for credit card payment.

Please allow 4 weeks for shipping.